where the heart speaks

It’s heart breaking seeing the one you were once with standing in front of you pretending as if you were utter complete strangers. Not a single smile, wave hello, or faintest glance at you… We were once lovers ya know? Or did you forget that too? I’m sadden by the fact that I am that girl that wants to give you the world and yet you choose another over me. I’m even more saddened at the fact that I am still that girl that feels the same about you.

It’s true what they say, you can never really forget and stop caring for a person. No matter how hard you try to forget, they still cross your mind from time to time. In my case, there you were standing on the balcony and then later sitting on the living room couch. I still care for you and I’m still here for you, stupid boy. I’ve also written what seems like a million notes like these about you too if you still haven’t read them.

But nonetheless we are at different places in our lives now. You were the only thing keeping me in this town and when you let me go, I told you I was going for good. This is my (hopefully) final goodbye, last night was just a little too much for my heart to bear. Not once did we catch each others’ eyes, nor said a single word to one another. Yet there I was, still hopelessly waiting to hear those words again, “I’ve missed you”. -linh